What if I never even had diabetes?

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What if I never even had diabetes?
What if I didn’t bleed all day?
What if it’s really just water?
What if the doctor was wrong?
What if tomorrow it’s gone?
What if I never, ever eat again?
What if they find the cure?
What if we run out of insulin?
What if none of this ever happened?
What if I’m part of a plan?
What if it’s all a scam?
What if I never see again?
What if I never find the answers I’m looking for?
What if my parent’s never stop blaming themselves?
What if they never stop pointing fingers?
What if I’m never plugged in to a pump?
What if all of it was free?
What if my work doesn’t even matter?
What if I don’t make it?
What if it’s all for a reason?
What if I don’t get the job?
What if this was my purpose?
What if I’m a piece of the puzzle?
What if I really make a difference?
What if this made the fabric of my being stronger?
What if I can be what they hoped?
What if I never, ever found out I was this strong?

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